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The Turtles - Happy Together
so i analyzed myself and realized that whenever I like a guy, I end up not being my real self. Ergo, I somehow become a worse version of myself. That sucks right? I analyzed further and found myself back to my past. Inner me must be scared shit of men by now lest it becomes a victim of vicious hurts once again. However, not so inner me wants to give men another chance. Yet, it seems inner me is taking too much control that I shun them all away without even realizing it nor wanting it. *sigh*
So how do I solve this?